If anyone were to come into my office right now, this is what they'd see. They'd see me, a mess, just hanging on. I've been on my knees, on the floor of my desk, asking God for help.
Today is hard. Today, my brother is bringing my parents to my office building to sign POA's and Wills. I'm sad at what this means. I'm scared because I don't know how they are going to be able to walk from the car to the attorney's office. When I went to their house last night, Dad had just woken up from a nap and he was confused. He thought it was morning. He seemed out of it all night. This morning, I stopped by their house on my way to work. Mom needed help putting out some boxes for the Kidney Foundation. She was breathing very heavily, which is not normal for her inside of the house. I asked about Dad. She said he thought it was night. So....I will need to deal with that as soon as I see him. Last night, I just assumed it was because he had slept all afternoon. This morning, who knows?
I'm having a day. I feel like I'm falling apart. Some days I feel like I have it all together. Some days I fall apart. I just need to pull it together before our meeting at Noon. It would not be helpful to my parents if they saw me crying while they signed their Wills.
The Bible say to "Cast all of your cares on Him because he cares for you". 1 Peter 5:7
I'm casting..... I'll let you know how it goes
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